I typed really Lord to say not by might nor by power, but by Your Spirit Lord I finally can see Job 42 blessing after the storm of fighting for my va appeal decision. Am currently at 90% sc. 40% back & 50% feet. With secondary knees from back & secondary from feet. I fought since 2011 for the higher rating for my back which was 10% which received the higher rating to 40% in August & received my secondary knees due to back & then feet went from 30 to 50, with knees secondary. Which I received 800+ in August due to u was receiving pension, so didn't get a high retro. Well, my TDIU claim was remanded from the va appeal at the bva appeal court. Well, today I called the 1800 nuber to be told oh they remanded your claim. However, ebenefits said my bva appeal claim was complete on 30 Nov. Still no changed seen on my ebenefits letters , which still showed 90%. I said well Lord you have another plan. Because Iris email said one minute I qualify for commisary privileged then another mail said oh we made a mistake. Well, the BBE came today said that my bva decision was granted for each appeal. Which, was for back, knees & tdui. Which I already received the back & knees, but I receive the granted decision for my unemp claim, which the paper stated that from March 2011 I should be granted T unemp. Which was a thank yo Lord moment. Not sure when I will receive anything such as retro or update info at RO in St. Pete. But to type all this is just to say, "though the answer tarry wait for it. In due time it shall be appointed to you". When I gets hard to bear, may the Lord grant you the strenght to press on.