Navy04 looking back at all the post, you brought a smile to my face, you go brother, love those that are very important to you, and your dog is not unimportant, I had to returned schutzhund protection partner, I shed my tear every so often. But what is new, I am back so emotionally that with out even knowing, I find tears running down my face. So love on Navy04.
63SIERRA, The weak does get cull, but maybe you cut of mingling just not to hurt no one else feelings, remember these are people you actually enjoy been with before the trauma of twenty years, including those days of partying and drinking before you knew you had a problem. So look at the positive withing our world.
MikeR, thanks brother, your response and knowing your expertise, is a great pleasure, board my ship my anytime.
John999, I am a firm believer in Jesus Christ, I am coming this way because for me, and a lot of us rely on him. So to my point, I do find myself now, today. Not moving of the dinner table, slowly moving to my safe place, but I want you and every one to know I am going to be OK. I will seek your advice, I believe in what you say about our V.A. I have the ability to go civilian also. Thanks to all. Much love