If you may recall....
My buddy and I both used Dr. Bash
My buddy went from 80% to 100% thanks to Dr. Bash.
I on the otherhand was NEVER PROPERLY NOTIFIED OF MY C@P APPOINTMENTS.
the Va then rated me without me ever showing up and I remained at my 70%.
I appealed their decision based on never notifying me...but it will be a few years before I see my day in court.
So I reported to the VA that my daughter had graduated college back in 2014..
They continued paying me her school rate for two years till then finally got to it.
Then they sent me paperwork saying I owed them 4,000.00
I did the forms for waiver of debt being that it was no fault of my own and that Ive been unemployed for 3 years.
To my amazement they sent me a letter today saying that the 4k owed has been waived!!!!!!
While this does not cover the full amount that I spent on Dr Bash just for the VA to not notify me of my appointments and essentially leave me high and dry...
It does feel good to have some success and not have to fret over the 4k.
Thank you Hadit. The information here is amazing.
Hey all! Thanks for responding to me in my desperation....not a threat...just thoughts...I tell my counselor every week about my thoughts...she says you got any plans? not specific i say...and therein lies the difference. I think about it alot. Do I have concrete plans? No. Do I research ideas....hell yes!!! I found a great website that goes over all the options and chances/odds of succeeding.....You know what I find strange? Why is it acceptable and legal for a woman to murder her unborn child...straight up homicide...but I am not allowed to exit from a devastatingly painful life...this is so wrong. The Netherlands have their shit together....anyone with severe mental illness like myself can obtain government sanctioned dr. assisted suicide but i risk going to prison for acquiring medications that will assist my end to suffering. Mental illness is an illness yet I have been handcuffed and taken down by the police forcibly more than 10 times in 24 months because of my illness....how come they dont do that shit to cancer patients? My crime? Public nuisance. Im weird. I act weird. I have been involuntarily locked up against my will more than 10 times in 24 months ....why would you handcuff and manhandle someone who is suffering an illness and has committed no crime? these asses have no comprehension of mental illness nor how to treat it...I am treated like a criminal for a disease I have...bullshit...I never hurt anyone nor threatened anyone..ever!....My psychiatrist admits that the whole meds game is a crap shoot and it is just trial and error to see what works....i deserve compassion to end my suffering...we put dogs down when they are in pain...why cant I put myself down to end the pain that this illness causes me. I cant live without my children...it has been 4 years...my youngest was 6...my oldest was 13....when the cops literally pulled them from my arms....and they will be the first to tell you...i never neglected nor hurt them...i was just...'weird'....