britton - I personally think you are being screwed by SSDI. You should have over $100k in back pay they owe you. If you don't want the money, you can just forget it but I suggest you contact an attorney, specializing in SSDI law. They will charge you based on what they win. I believe the current maximum, an attorney can charge, is $6300. No win, no money for the attorney. You can still collect SS retirement while pursuing SSDI. Your TDIU should remain intact unless you go back to work. pr