Thanks for the prompt and informative responses, guys. I am in talks again with CAL VETS, but this time I won't shy away from discussing my issues. It's still a bit hard for me to admit I have problems because of that Marine mentality.
Anyway, someone asked for more details. I was a good Marine. Two deployments to combat zones, but no actual combat. Still lost more brothers than I care to count, though. Mostly suicides. Never been to Iraq or Afghanistan. Always had high pro cons, expert marksmanship, perfect PFT, picked up rank fast, held high billets, got several personal awards, etc, I just never went to BAS. My last month in, my SSGT made us all go and I was open to documenting my back and knees, but the corpsman tried to degrade me ("he says his knees hurt when he runs, hahaha") so I just left. That was my only medical experience, I doubt it was recorded. Actually I did get a few STD tests, doubt that means anything though.
As far as my issues:
- My knees almost always have this sharp pain directly behind my patella. If I run, after about a mile they start to lock up. In the Corps, we'd hump every other Friday and afterwards my legs would completely lock up for 24 hours. I couldn't bend my knees at all, so no walking, driving, etc.
- Besides my knees, my lower back has this awkward curve in it and also always has a sharp pain in it. More dull, but if I twist or bend at certain angles it can be excruciating. I assume it's from humping 60-100 lbs of gear on a regular basis when I only weighed 120 max at the time.
- Ears I feel kinda deaf. Not super serious, no ringing usually. My friends and family always make fun of me for having the volume on everything super loud and asking people to constantly repeat things.
- Lastly, ever since I got out I have horrific night sweats. No nightmares, but 90% of the time, regardless of open window, fan, or AC, I will wake up completely drenched and my bed will be soaked through.
Again I really appreciate all the help guys. I'll be happy to provide any more information. Pretty sure that sums it up, though. Semper.