It's never been easy for me to relate to other human beings so forgive me in advance. Sometimes when I'm reading your posts I wonder how you got into my head. I suffer from terminal uniqueness and I am always amazed when someone else is experiencing some of the same things I am. My diagnosis is PTSD from personal assault and MST plus depression. My claim still has not been approved. I've been getting treatment at 2 VA clinics for about a year now. I'm in cognitive group therapy and one on one sessions with a psychologist and also separate somatic therapy sessions. The anger we harbor must be allowed to be released in a safe way. I think it has been vitally beneficial to be exposed to others with similar problems in group therapy. I'll be honest that it has not always been easy and I have experienced some awful panic attacks and flashbacks which have sent me running out of the room overwhelmed with fear but I have gotten through these experiences and the acceptance and validation I have received from the group members is invaluable. We become a support group for each other so we get to experience giving AND getting support. My natural state is isolation but I have forced myself out of isolation by accepting and agreeing to all the different therapies that have been offered. I don't know your diagnosis so I would never advise you about the medication but in my case I have had less than favorable results on psych drugs and am currently refusing to take any. The psychiatrist and psychologist continue to gently suggest that I should continue to try them. Prozozine specifically lowered my blood pressure to an unacceptable level and it had no effect on my nightmares. I think on some things our experience is our best guide. But I know that isolation and negative thoughts will always have a negative result. Someone told me I can create a positive life with positive thoughts. I know....sometimes that's the last thing we want to hear but doesn't it makes sense? That in itself is progress for me. We ARE suffering from PTSD so we don't need anything else to explain the unexplainable symptoms we suffer from. For what we have experienced we are acting normally. I think we just have to believe that if we do the work, go to thearapy, be honest with our therapists, do what is suggested and when we need to, seek more help, that we can recover to the degree that we can have a life worth living. You are not alone we are never alone. Talk to you pych about your drugs. If you don't notice any difference than before you started Prozac then your psychiatrist should know that. Communication does not come easy for those of us who seek to isolate but it is vital. We think we are safe when we isolate, safe from harming others, safe from others harming us but it's just an illusion. We have a diagnosed condition that requires action and there are those like us that have recovered significantly from the symptoms we suffer from. Who knows what is waiting for us at the end of this journey and what adventures we will have on this journey? Who knows if someone somewhere is waiting for us to help them. Maybe that's why we've been given what now seems like an unbearable burden so that someday we can help someone else through it. Thank you for sharing you experience. You helped me more than you can know and I'm grateful. I believe you have so much more to do.