Thank you all for your comments. I am trying to build up the nerve to go back in. My fear comes from a couple of different things. One being I do not want to be medicated like I was. Second, what if they feel my issues are not valid enough for PTSD? Am i just being a wimp? Yes I was involved in a few different fights, did get my CAB but the hardest part for me was not when i was injured but when a Marine was injured and I had to get him out of the vehicle, he was severely burned and skin sluffed off while trying to move him. This was not even the worst combat I saw or was a part of but for some reason this is what haunts my dreams and waking days. What if i go in to the VA and they think im a shitbag trying to get free crap or something. I know this sounds stupid but I prided myself for being a hard worker when I was in and never wanted to be seen as a slacker or someone who cant hack it.
Anyway Thanks again for all the help.