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I just spend a great week-end with my 33 year daughter. I couldn't help feeling guilty for all the time I miss with her.
In my Army career, I could use the Army as the excuse, long hours, assignments, and the need to be away from the family.
Now, and just now, I realize, I detach myself, and still do from being close to my wife and kids. I didn't want be to close to them
because I think that loving feeling is just a myth. A feeling no one cares for me, and that if I am away, I don't have to get close to anyone.
Yes, I closed off my family. After I got out of the Army, I had trouble after trouble, with jobs. I cause it, and found ways to be absent. When I felt trapped, I told my wife I was going the Navajo reservation to find myself. We got a divorce, and as my daughter calls me, I am absentee father.
In the last month with reading about PTSD, I now know the reasons for my motive, but don't feel that I can correct myself
So thats why I am seeking help. My X wife, which married me again at Thanksgiving, wanted to give me a place to settle.
I went there for 4 days, and have been gone since. Its for empolyment and the need to work. Sound Familar.
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