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"invisible War" - Film

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The film relates solely to Military Sexual Trauma (MST).

I just finished watching this film on face book.

They did an amazing job.

When will DOD and VBA wake up and quit covering up and

sweeping this issue under the rug.

IMO, the perpetrators need to be tagged as the enemy,

they are in fact a "hostile

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I got the chance to see this documentary this past weekend on "NetFlix" and it is definitely a trigger for PTSD/MST survivors. I definitely cried my butt off. Please watch ONLY if your able to do so. I take my hat off to the woman who were able to tell the world their story!! The founder of VETWOW and a friend who helped me through my MST claim ( and I won) is Susan Avila. She spoke on the documentary.

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I can not agree more that watching The Invisible War and Justice Denied are powerful TRIGGERS.

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