ptsd Dismissing Every One Around Me

[maset22]

I find myself short and don't want to tolarate BS. Including Mom's, and friends, my solution is to cut them out of my life, and vice versa. My voice raises gradually, but.I am not angry, and my juices start flowing, just like a mission. How I feel? Relieved, blood pressure down couple points, but I really don't feel bad. I love my Mom but we are opposite, she is passive aggressive, and I still am like the military. Now I have several friends we speake on the phone, but the are all military. Even thou I cut a military out also.

What's wrong with me? Am I getting more mental from my PTSD like don't care, I say that a lot, " it does not matter " now I am going to have my Dad disappointed in me, another reason to cut him out. I just don't care, suicidal is not in my doing due to my faith, but ridding fast living on the edge is ok.

I am still going throught treatment for a full.stomack and partial spleen removal. The chemo and radiation is still in me. What is wrong with me? You guys know, you have done countless counseling in your time. Help me. I am not going back to V.A.

[maset22]

Something I have to say, thanks to you all, your communications has help tremendously, just as if I am talking to friends at my bedside. Without Hadit, I just would of much worst. Thanks T-bird. And all my Hadit family.

[MikeR]

Maset,

Even if we cannot help specifically, we are here. We do care.

Mike

[Tbird]

Something I have to say, thanks to you all, your communications has help tremendously, just as if I am talking to friends at my bedside. Without Hadit, I just would of much worst. Thanks T-bird. And all my Hadit family.

Something I have to say, thanks to you all, your communications has help tremendously, just as if I am talking to friends at my bedside. Without Hadit, I just would of much worst. Thanks T-bird. And all my Hadit family.

You are very welcome. We have a great community.

[maset22]

Navy04 looking back at all the post, you brought a smile to my face, you go brother, love those that are very important to you, and your dog is not unimportant, I had to returned schutzhund protection partner, I shed my tear every so often. But what is new, I am back so emotionally that with out even knowing, I find tears running down my face. So love on Navy04.

63SIERRA, The weak does get cull, but maybe you cut of mingling just not to hurt no one else feelings, remember these are people you actually enjoy been with before the trauma of twenty years, including those days of partying and drinking before you knew you had a problem. So look at the positive withing our world.

MikeR, thanks brother, your response and knowing your expertise, is a great pleasure, board my ship my anytime.

John999, I am a firm believer in Jesus Christ, I am coming this way because for me, and a lot of us rely on him. So to my point, I do find myself now, today. Not moving of the dinner table, slowly moving to my safe place, but I want you and every one to know I am going to be OK. I will seek your advice, I believe in what you say about our V.A. I have the ability to go civilian also. Thanks to all. Much love

[Navy04]

Maset,

Thanks for your kind words. I got my Mental Functional report from my Psych Dr yesterday that was good. She said that I can not work due to my bad Combat Experience and I suffer severely from PTSD. My PCD is writing my Physical Functional report now and will be ready on Monday. I hope that one is good too. This is for my SSDI claim. I feel better about this claim then my VA FDC claim. Have a good weekend and be safe.

[maset22]

You do the same, navy04 and keep that love going. Dan