13fist

if this is too far off topic for this forum, just say the word and i'll delete it. i just got out of the regular army a couple months ago and joined a reserve unit back home. i'm not sure if that was such a good idea, but i've only been to one drill so far and it wasn't so bad. that last go in the sandbox left me never ever wanting to be any kind of highspeed or tacticool anything ever again. hurts me to say it, but i'm done. so i googled veteran forums and found this place. the thing is, this is harder than i thought. it sounds so stupid to even type it much less say it out loud. even if i knew who i could talk to about what is going on with me, i don't know how to talk about it. i tried once and it was a mistake.