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thanks for the answer. all my history is with the va, havent seen other doctors, im pretty sure everything is documented. i have letter from work stating how i choked out another employee, also letter from private dentist stating tmj secondary to ptsd. havent had to file any appeals yet, but im ready if i need to. c&p exam on the 24th, my guts are wrenched, but i take all the med and go to my appointments so i dont totally lose it. nurse asked me today if i wanted to commit myself for a couple of days. i said no. i dont ever wanna be locked up again

thanks everyone, going in to talk to someone thursday, not scheduled but havent been this low in a long time.

hey everyone, im a 28 year old combat Marine deployed to Iraq for the initial invasion. After coming home and getting out of the marines i struggled with thoughts and dream like most others with ptsd. ive been to jail for a year, rehab for a year, done everything i can do to survive. i have been rated 50% for ptsd for about the last 2 years. for the past year things have got worse, i cant keep a job, just got fired yesterday for multiple infractions, including choking out a fellow employee.. i have a claim for increase submitted by the DAV. my c&p exam is in 2 weeks. should i bring in another letter from my recent employer showing i lost another job. in the last two months my nurse practitioner has switched my meds 3 different times, my brain does not seem to be accepting these drugs, but i take them for the hope of getting better. not sure if it matters, but my gaf for the last year have ranged from 40 to 45, im just so low right now. i cant believe i lost another job. i dont no what to do anymore, how am i gonna survive this one. any answers or hope are greatly apprieciated.