USArmyVetGeorge

They were saying borderline personality disorder not bipolar.

Hey guys I'm new here and i had some questions, I hope one of you would be able to put my mind at ease. So basically i finally got approved for SC for Major Depressive Disorder, when i was in service i was diagnosed with depression but the va said they changed my depression to BPD,(Which im not even sure i even have my symptoms scream C-PTSD) But when i came home from Korea i went to the va to see a doctor asap. I was red flagged in Korea suicide attempts and thoughts daily and i couldn't even perform my duties at the motor pool and was moved to Supply at HQ I even had to have someone with me 24/7, When i came home a receptionist at the VA said i couldn't see a doctor cause my paperwork said depression not specified and the mainthing was BPD and they denied me seeing a doctor.(Still confused at that cause i was honorable discharged) Anyway i filed a claim for Depression and Anxiety within my year of seperation but was still denied seeing a doctor so i went into another suicide attempt almost did it and was sent to a Non VA Hospital and escaped the ER when a lady from VA said she couldn't send me to the VA ER and said they would instead send me to a Psych Ward not part of the VA. Police found me and transported me after i ran into a snow riddled wasteland with nothing but a hospital gown on cause i was pissed off i wouldnt be speaking to a VA doctor after gettting to said psych ward, i told them i would not be signing anything to keep me there and that i only wanted to speak to a doctor so i could get out of there i told the doctor my problem and how i ended up there and they agreed that the VA should be seeing me, after fighting to get my discharge papers telling the doctor to put Depression down(No sign of BPD from the doctor either) i left there and was still denied entry to the VA. (This lady obviously didn't like me) After fighting i finally got SC(But not for my depression for my wrist) and could see a doctor but they denied my claim for Depression saying theres was nothing connecting my service diagnosis and after service. That's when the paperwork that i had my true evidence got misplaced by my father by accident, he filed it away with my moms things and lost track of where he put it leading the VA to believe that i was making my condition up and they focused entirely on a Personailty disorder that i knew had nothing to do with me. My Social worker put BPD but never put MDD my Mental health doctor put MDD in 2014 the year i was denied and they still denied me when i filed again it wasn't until this year my dad found the paperwork from Non VA Hospital and a old letter from my social worker stating a doctor was seeing me for MDD all the way back to 2014 again after countless denials from 2015 to 2016 to 2018 when all they had to do was look well when i got my approval letter from the BVA it said that since treatment records existed during the denials that they would automatically bypass those final decisions and approve me i also explained to the judge that since i was denied so much it made my condition even worse i already couldn't work before and i was homeless constantly since i got home from service and i couldn't even keep a job for longer than 2 months without losing my mind from the depression and constant flares and stress from not being able to properly take care of myself. and also caused me a ton of bills and destroyed my credit score my bills from the hospital stays the loss of my car the countless speeding tickets cause now my emotional stress blanks me out and i end up just cruising and staring blankly ahead without paying attention to my speed my question since they are going back that far is it the day they denied me or the day i got out of service? I'm sorry if this is so long and im all over the place im currently waiting on the money and the place im staying at has just been given a eviction notice and my gf's kids need food and just so much is affecting me right not at the moment any thoughts anyone.