speck4

I don't know what the question is...where do I see it?

I have been put on the local VA's "Bypass List", which means they can and will withhold medical treatment from me. A Mental Heath Doctor put me on this list when I turned myself in to Mental Heath looking for some help. I have spent 2 years building a paranoia of the VA, that "hit the wall" when I couldn't go into the VA dental room, where they were going to replace a cap. All I could see was the ways they could kill me in there...is this normal?...that was sarcasm. Right now, I am maintaining my one time a year requirement to see my Primary Care Doctor. I am a 100% disabled 'Nam Vet who has heart disease due to exposure to Agent Orange. And PTSD, and hearing loss, and on and on... I'm tired. Sometimes I want to just give up, but can't find anyone to accept my surrender. got any suggestions?