Yes, you are right about one thing. I could never hold a full time job again. To much stress,etc. But I am 100% PTSD, 30% Muscle Tension Headaches, 20% Burns, 0% Scars,etc. I am only 44 years old. I have to do something for more money and Mental relief..Been married 21 years so far, and it's not easy not having no outlet. With all do respect to the ladies. I also took a big lost with Social Security. I could not get it. They said I only had 18 points ( need 20 in past 5 years of working). It's because I worked for the state for a few years. Someone told me that you can make them take prior credits from your military service. But I gave up and have not tried this yet. Thank You for all your advice...