Thank you berta. i don't have my c file. i only have the letters sent with the decision and the notes in my medical record about the c and p exam. i was diagnosed with ptsd, major depression and cannabis use. 50 percent in 2011. then i opened new case 2015, because i went from bad to worse instead of getting better like i hoped. they granted 100 percent in 2015.
i was ok with that; really so weary and unable to fight but it looked like it was over.
then when putting papers away, i read through medical record for some reason, maybe like one last time, a bad habit i can't break
but i saw that i was noted as "homebound" by the psychiatrist resident, verified signed by the phd psychologist, and the head of the psych department, and md.
then, all the next appointments mostly had to do with my concerns about getting out, missing appointments (verified by medical rec missed appointments), missing time, hiring drivers, etc. it's well documented in my medical record these things that are/were the actual cause of my not being able to pursue and maintain gainful employment. of any kind, let alone in my field that required the highest level of detail, complex and critical thinking/acting/speaking, professionalism. i couldn't leave my home, still can't, except for emergency. i even order food from internet now.
these are the type of entries in the medical record (psychologist phd, and psychiatrists, md's) yet i was never asked about it during the c and p exam. which for "agoraphobia" the c and p would include discussion or question about being in fact "homebound" aka housebound. legal term of art at the va: "housebound-in-fact".
this error in identifying the most relevant (for gainful employment), critically disabling condition in my v.a. medical record, (agoraphobia or panic attack with ... or housebound/homebound or whatever they call it), were never addressed in the c and p exams nor in the c and p write up. or award letters.
i have dbq's from 2 doctors and 1 nurse re: current housebound in fact. it doesn't seem to be disputed that i am now and was then (2008 coming to v.a., 2009 apply for disability, 2010 granted 50 percent, 2015 asked to reopen file, va immediately scheduled c and p, awarded one hundred percent in 2015, 2017 sent notice to va that they made error and i have 1151 claim, now working on error/cue claim here with you. thank you for helping. i'm getting it figured out and the work done but it's a long haul and so hard. i've been sick, injured, car stolen, daughter murdered, plus more. so everything goes slow for this old lady. i plug along and it helps to have someone to talk it out with. you've helped me so much.
when i went to the va at first, it was for the scoliosis in my back. i thought they could help fix it. after 30 years of pain, i thought it was a good idea to ask them about it. sometimes/often chronic pain people do think about suicide. i'm no different. so when they heard that, they sent to shrink instead of back doctor which was going to take a long time.
i went along to the appointments, missed alot, had miscommunications, had missing time, anxiety during appointments, etc., these just observed from the facts of the file, and the notes/entries by the doctors. the va came up with the idea of ptsd, (i'd never heard of it before) and depression and cannabis use. they missed one: agoraphobia, it looks like, but i'm not a doctor. i need shrink type to say that? to say/state/witness/document that's what the diagnosis should have been, and if it was that, then but for their error in not reading my medical record, i would have been one hundred percent and housebound in fact. (instead of fifty percent). giving me the eed of 2009.
can they skip over diabetes or other indicators of blood sugar problems that directly point to diabetes? example.
or if i came in to va with s/c legs off at the knees, and said it prevented me from getting out, and the doctor wrote a note: homebound veteran, doesn't leave his house except with help and companion driver, and only for necessity. and then went on to diagnose diabetes and the vet got fifty percent for diabetes.
i've been contacted by a va social worker who determined i was homeless/living in conditions not made for habitation, and she notified the RO of same. they are waiting on the dbqs and the statements of the doctors/nurses which are going to change because i just have discovered "agoraphobia" in the last few days. i had no idea it was a medical/mental diagnosis or that's what i likely have.
so i have to hone the statements of the witnesses, and i think get a psych exam to verify condition and medical record analysis.??