Jon1371

The police are not trained to handle mentally ill. I do blame the cops when they have no other tools to subdue a crazy woman holding a letter opener except to gun her down with 20 shots from a Glock. Plus my private shrink who evaluates police in my city when they are involved in violent incidents says most of local cops should not even have access to a weapon. They are racists and ill trained. They often act like a pack of wolves when in a chase. This is all documented. They lack training and supervision. This is not true of many good cops. A woman's boy friend hold up in her attic without her knowledge. He shot cops who entered the house and tried to get him out of the attic. He was killed in gunfight. The cops came back a few days later and bull dozed her house. She was never even shown a warrant. She got zero compensation. This is group punishment. This is not legal under our constitution.

I wish you fair winds and following seas and I hope you get what is owed to you.

I hope everything works out in your favor and you get correctly rated this time. Good Idea on the printed page of problems. I'm going to use that for my next one.

I've been on their suicide watch list since 08 and a lot of the time when I go in they ask me if I'm suicidal and I say not right now. It's true because at that moment in time that is the truth. My time in the hospital was a waste of time. All they did was drug me with some kind of tranquilizer and feed and house me for a few days.

I am now trying to get the help I need and make forward progress. I believe that I should have gotten over all this by now. For whatever reason I am getting worse and not better. I hope you're getting good care too jrt1021. Best of luck out there.