ptsd Fear, What Is The Reason

[sgmdae]

I have held my Vietnam time inside since 1969. I have had very little conversations about it. I was so proud of what I did by the direction of the officers in charge.

My real fear, is now I suppose to tell the true story, of what happe in Vietnam

I am scared to death, that I will lose my stern, non flexible demeener.

I have been trying to talk myself out of asking for PTSD treament

Do I really need to do this. My life is almost over. Is it going to worth it, \

will it do any good. My fellows brothers are dead, I didn't help them then, how is this help them now

My nightmare of killing a female NVA, will never go away, and I will never know if its true. I just can't remeber

[akwidow]

It is amazing how talking to somebody can set the pain and fear free from your mind and body, which leads you to peace within.

Then you can sleep.

[sgmdae]

Thank you for advice and comments, it gives me something to look forward to

I have my first Primary Provider Appointment on Monday. I have a lot knowledge because of Hadit

Anyine that can get give additional advice please do, I want to see Memtal Health and begin the

care, I need. So any advice on what to ask for????

[CE3712]

Thank you for advice and comments, it gives me something to look forward to

I have my first Primary Provider Appointment on Monday. I have a lot knowledge because of Hadit

Anyine that can get give additional advice please do, I want to see Memtal Health and begin the

care, I need. So any advice on what to ask for???? HELLO, I AM A VETERAN OF DESERT SHIELD DESERT STORM LOOKING FOR 18TH AIRBORNE CORP., VII CORP., 82ND AIRBORNE DIVISION, 101ST AIRBORNE, WHO SAW THE HIGHWAY OF DEATH FEBRUARY 24-27,1991 TO GIVE ME A LETTER OF STATEMENT OF SUPPORT 2107 FORM OR 4138 FOR PTSD CLAIM APPEAL