Josh

I believe God blesses the rightous with thier true soulmate, and you were blessed. you will be together again, in Paradise, serving God. The only thing between you and her right now is time,. be joyful, rejoice. and celebrate her life on earth but look forward to your life in heaven.

Yes Notorious Kelly, It was an epic romance. Love story true to life that covered the depths of the soul revealed. I would love to publish a book and one about Giovanna's history and life. Gio was a "fighter" and so very brave.

Giovanna was a very special woman who was a major force helping those in recovery beginning in Colombia expanding to initiate groups all over South America and working with others in the Groups structure to unify the battle supporting those fighting against the dark monster of addiction. Before she passed away Gio had spent years on the World Board of that group, reaching out her hand supporting those who were truly suffering.

Gio's passing was not only a major personal loss, but a loss for the world.

You want a laugh with me about her? Let me post a photo of her that shows you what she would say whenever and wherever she felt the urge to speak out.



She was Super Great...... It makes me laugh when I see her like this.

We bought a home in Colombia and this is photo was taken while the kitchen was torn apart during the remodeling process.... he he he What a wonderful girl!

Sounds like an epic romance, Josh.

Wonder if you'd find solace in writing it as a story for possible publication.

Yes, sweet victory can be a sad victory. I am so sorry to hear about Gio, Josh........that is a big loss for you.

and I learned to try not to dwell on the horrible reasons VA awarded my 1151 claim........

(and I try to get over the fact that they deliberately tried to cover up their own malpractice.)
I go to the initial VA that was negligent ,every week, and had no problems there when I needed some VA health care many years ago.

You need to hang on and enjoy this victory Josh........the best that you can, and many of us here understand exactly how you feel.

I think us 1151ers help others out there.

Believe me malpractice occurs at the best hospitals in the world and isn't just at the VA.

There is a lot to be said for forgiveness....But it is very difficult sometimes.

You are alive and have a lot to offer others.

I am going to make time to go over all of your past posts here.......

You NEVER gave up.

Please stay with us here as the VA decides the rating...... and it better be a GOOD one!

A long time in coming Josh!!!! CONGRATS!

When one is right ,they are RIGHT and you knew the VA had been negligent.

"There are things I cannot tell you as you would think I had gone over the edge. "

I experienced that too.....with 1151 and VA. . I hope they rate the residuals correctly for you.

My 1151 DIC was awarded in 1998, but I got an additional 1151award last year and have another 1151 claim in progress...

Unfortunately negligence can have a snow ball affect.

You might need to consider some of the retro for an IMO if they don't give you what you feel is appropriate under 1151.

This is Great News and I regret this took so long for you to get!.

Thank you to all those who wrote. Berta all the time there was no doubt a horrible error had occurred. When you have an HMO break into your home, steal your medical records, change them, and put them back, what are you to do? My own family did not even believe me. When I confronted the HMO, they laughed, and ask "Did you call the police?"
All I could think of was how they wanted me to end it PERMANENTLY! They were pushed for time and goofed in several places during the records revamp. Unfortunately, none of that information was important to the claim. Is there significant damage? Too much to imagine.
I talked with the PVA Staff Attorney who supported me during the latter stages of this claim and she promised me they will do all they can to get the max of the max possible. Both of us believe that they will bring me in for an Exam and I do not have a problem with that, There are multiple damaged areas just don't want them cherry picking what they want. I am looking for minimal 100% plus SMC (O) and that would be giving them a big break.

I don't want to fight anymore. I physically hurt too much and Gio is no longer here with me. I just want to lay down like an old dog. Throw me that bone, I'll chew on it for awhile while listening to Soundscapes wishing for Gio to visit me in my dreams yet another time...She will ....

Sweety Bee is proud of you, Josh.

Welcome back to hadit Josh!! And welcome home to the states. Sorry to hear about your wife. A Big Congratulations on your win!!!