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I Am Not Sure Where To Put This, Thew Ongoing Struggle With The Va Has Left Me So Messed Up

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retiredat44

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I started my last group of claims in 2009. I wanted to in 2008, but after almost dying and hospitalized for many months... the VSO at the service agency said they could not get me an appointment for many months. I started with many claims again, I was sick on active duty from chemicals. I worked with fuels, and other. I filed for more disability claims, I had already won a claim for 50% for headaches on active duty for chemicals. I got sick from jet fuel, leaded gasoline, diesel fuel, and then trichloroethylene. I was told and my command were told I could no longer with chemicals because of severe reactions, severe swelling and headaches. and rashes. They USAF then made me with more chemicals, Trichloroethylene. I got sick again. I had to leave the USAF after 5 years. Anyways, I my filed claims, the VSO typed fuels in the claims form. All of the decisions come back with only jet fuel listed in the denials.

Brings me to now. I left San Diego, last year and moved to Oregon. I moved my claims to the VSO in Salem. They said just try for TDIU. I was ambushed by a C&P exam doctor who was just out to use anything she could against me! No impartial exam here! I was denied. I got an appointment with the VSO again, and the supervisor and her sat me down, and tried to tell me the VA has no obligation to list al of the chemicals I worked with. As they only list jet fuel. They say the IMO I gave them was very good, but that since the studies included did not include al chemicals and the ones that did only had animal studies for chemical exposure, they were not good enough. I was told life is tough suck it up! I was told to get more IMO's as it is a battle of experts. And that we just have to have more then the VA. They also infer there is no relationship between the fuels and disease. They just hammered me like they were actually pure advocates for the VA and not me! I was and I am total shock that they had no sympathy for me! Horrible! I wish I had a tape or transcript for the world to see the abuse we get in the VA claims process!

They read to me what happened in the VA failed VA surgery, not sure which one, the first or second attempt to removed a large cyst on my pancreas that had been growing for at least 20 years while I begged for help while they treated me like I was mentally ill ending me to head doctors, instead of helping my pancreas disease! Apparently they punctured a part of my pancreas with a needle or surgical instrument and which sent me into a 6 month death spiral in the hospital. It left me with a dying inoperable pancreas disease on one notch from cancer. I have necrotizing pancreatitis, no hope of any future surgeries. I will kill me at any time, the surgeons cannot tell me how long I have left. I live by eating with morphine for pain. BTW, the pain doctor at the VA in Oregon sucks! crazy people here... They think you can just will your way out of pain! Who's the loon !!??

Again, I wish I could have transcripts, so everyone can see the abuse! The VSO here is an advocate for the VA and against claimants! I am not making this stuff up!

They demand I get more evidence, more IMHO's at $2,000 a pop! (that is a scheme to drain your resources and kill the will of the claimant, as the VA has no accountability in the process. no oversight) Period. There is no way to know what they base their decisions on if in fact they do not have to list al evidence as according to the direct words of the supervisor of my VSO!

I am way out of my depth here as we should not need to have a lawyer preset every time we speak to anyone for any VA agency, yet they take every word and twist it into complete b.s. and lies! We need help in fighting the VA, it is not possible for sick people go into this process and be ambushed by ever those who are suppose to help us with claims! Yet they are actually sabotaging our claims.

They supervisor actually had the nerve to say I had necrotizing pancreatitis long before the failed operations at the VA. Telling me that something life sucks and to suck it up. One more thing, my father who was a Navy disabled vet who died young from CPOD. They said he had a nerve condition which I inherited. There is no proof, only that at one time they questioned me about my family's health and that I had stated he was shaky and sick, as so most people who are dying of CPOD. They said I said he was shaky so that means he gave the gene to me. Total B.S.

They asked what the edema is, that I still from, as I did from the chemicals on active duty. I was so swollen, my limbs broke open bleeding. My arms and legs are still swollen, Sore take forever to heal. I am still being treated for these conditions at the VA. The VSO asked me if I still l am swollen, and I said yes I am. it is permanent, on more condition form pancreas disease.

I did file an 1151 for the medical problems and near death, and a fatal disease. I was told by the VSO that unless it causes death by negligence they will not help me pursue that either!

The VSO stated with will no longer move my claims to appeals without more evidence.

I am so angry, so mad, I really want to send this letter to a congressmen to let them know the abuse we take by the VA scum!

If someone if offended too bad! I If I said what I really think, I would be kicked off this board for going way way too far! but believe me, to far isn't far enough! This struggle is too much for me too take, everyday I wake up to sick to die, shove the pain pills, and 15 other pills down. And to top this off I know the day I die is coning, I just don't know if it's 5 minutes or???? The surgeons tell me it usually comes with jaundice, and to watch for yellow skin and eyes. I forgot the mention my blood pressure can be very erratic, either very high of very low in an attack. In an attack I am helpless to do anything! Not even stand. Just curl up crying for hours or days.

dealing with rotten people should be an advocates job, not a sick Veteran's!

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I tried to follow this thread and all i can say is WOW!!!!  Hang in there bud!!!! And PLEASE listen to the people that are on your side here. They have your back if you will only listen!! I hope you get the help you really need!!

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I know that this is dated, HOWEVER, I feel it is important to note the importance of the deflection/diversion that the VA is attempting.  Pay attention to THAT and you may see what the VA TRULY fears.  Pay attention at all times!

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On ‎3‎/‎10‎/‎2016 at 5:32 AM, Gastone said:

I have a VSO< and had no choice but to use them, even though they were clueless after I moved to another state, There was no American Legion rep here where I moved a few years ago, and had to change to an outfit out of the VA offices here. They were of no help at all until the last 2 months before the hearing. They didn't listen when I told them I had claims going back many years. They refused to file the 1151 I had to do that on my own. I got more help but it was to late because of some VA rule about the days before the BVA hearing you cannot change reps or something, I don't know, I am too sick to think straight. The pancreas disease is moving into my stomach, I am going through the motions of life too sick to help myself. I am trying. I wrote letters telling them I have inoperable pancreatic disease and already spent 6 months in a va hospital, I asked for s hardship, but never got a response. Now am awaiting the decision from the BVA.

I am to sick to keep writing. I was just giving an update, maybe it will help others in some way. I am going to rest, next time I write it will be about news....

On ‎3‎/‎10‎/‎2016 at 5:32 AM, Gastone said:

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You've been jerking around with this for a long time, are you still using a VSO-Rep? WTF, Over?

Do me a favor, every couple lines, dbl space: makes the reading easier for Old Dogs.

I may have missed something, seems your getting Bxxxxed Slapped by the VA, and this has been going on since what, 2014. Your still relying on a VSO's representation? How's that been working out, SOC & SSOC's indicate, not to well.

I don't recall your saying anything about having a "Free Appeal Attorney Consult," did I miss that? If your only at 60% SC, plenty of RETRO on the table. A good VA Accredited Appeals Attorney would be salivating, if he believed your case had merit. Your not holding off on the Attorney because of the 20% of Retro Fee, right?

What DX's make up your 60% SC? Do any of these SC's actually, verify-ably make you IU? Did you have personal Earned Income of less than $12,400 over the past 12 calendar months? Maybe you've been IU for a long time, you'll be kicking yourself in the Axx, if that's the case.

Talk to a VA Appeals Attorney, you need Professional advice. Keep in mind, you could file for IU, even with an Appeal pending. You don't need your VSO, if you think you qualify, file for it on your E-Ben site.

Semper Fi

 

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Steve, you know I am always on your side.

And I felt (and still do) that you had one of the best 1151s I ever have seen here.

The S0C itself was evidence.

A VA doctor even agreed  that your pancreas situation was caused by the VA itself.

I don't understand why this claim is taking so long....

Then again I had 3 CUEs that never got to the BVA but sat at the RO for almost 8 years.

They did everything they could to  deny them. They failed  eventually because I continued to fight back.

VA does not give a hoot in hell about any of us.

They often don't give a hoot in hell about evidence either. But we MUST hang in there.

Time is our enemy.

 

 

 

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