First, I want to thank the moderators and posters on this board. I submitted and ran my own claim after a very bad experience
with a VFW claims rep. This resource helped a lot and maybe I can give back in time.
It is a lot easier for me to ask this via a false name online that in real life and I appreciate it.
I did well in the military, Honor Grad, decorated for heroism, etc., but sort of crashed after multiple tours both in uniform and non service
connected contracts. I always limited my comments during the claim to service time only and got a 50% rating.
I thing I denied thru the whole process, verbally and in writing was suicidal ideation which was and has been real. I had an Outreach Coordinator
track me down as I think he heard I was having trouble with DUIs and obvious battle fatigue after I retired and he took me straight in to rehab one day.
That's when the process started. I denied it throughout years of treatment as I was on probation for the DUI and was afraid I would be locked up in the psych
ward or have my weapons taken away. Prior to him taking me down, I had bought the ammunition and decided on a spot to do it if they wouldn't take me.
I dealt with those thoughts a lot until recently. Time helped. The thought that I am not God and can't stop guys from getting hurt as a leader (I replayed a lot in my
head about what I could have done better to stop it; the guys were like children to me although they thought I was too demanding at times..it paid off and they know it).
I address the alcohol and the other negative stuff in a healthy way now. It just means that I have to remove myself from a lot of environments and do a lot of 12 step work
and the whole spiritual strength has been the saving grace for all the issues. From a claims perspective, it limits my ability to work the high pressure, 18hr days I used to
and I can't be around a job that has to do with combat or combat support anymore, hence minimum wage type jobs where I can do my own therapy type thing.
So my thoughts are to see a counselor and lay it right out. I got a 50% rating, one I am very grateful for and have mostly stellar things to say about the VA. They did save my life and I won't forget it. Despite the issues, no other country loves or takes care of its soldiers like the US.
So sermon aside, to sum up and request advice:
1. I lied during my treatment about not having certain problems and have appealed my claim. I think that revelation would boost it.
2. I live in Central America. There is a psychiatrist who speaks English I could see. I want nothing to do with life in the US for now. I can't afford it and the 2years of probation for a simple DUI and reporting to 7 different government agencies is outright unacceptable. Any thoughts on this?
3. I also had a claim for hearing loss/tinnitus denied. I got a hearing test which they confirmed hearing loss as did my phyiscals, but no tinnitus exam and they denied both (I was Infantry and worked extensively with demolitions and graduated the Sapper Leader Course.
I did my NOD and requested the DRO review. As I try to gather documents to support the increase (tinnitus and higher rating for PTSD as I think its consistent with the charts/descriptions) will a foreign providers opinion be considered/persuasive? I am also thinking about taking the GAF test and putting it forward.
Thank you all very much. My first tour was 83 and they pretty much never stopped until I retired in 2008. I didn't expect to be alive at this age and had no plan for it, but here I am and while I wouldn't claim anything for years as it is the "Service" figure I earned that money pretty well.
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First, I want to thank the moderators and posters on this board. I submitted and ran my own claim after a very bad experience
with a VFW claims rep. This resource helped a lot and maybe I can give back in time.
It is a lot easier for me to ask this via a false name online that in real life and I appreciate it.
I did well in the military, Honor Grad, decorated for heroism, etc., but sort of crashed after multiple tours both in uniform and non service
connected contracts. I always limited my comments during the claim to service time only and got a 50% rating.
I thing I denied thru the whole process, verbally and in writing was suicidal ideation which was and has been real. I had an Outreach Coordinator
track me down as I think he heard I was having trouble with DUIs and obvious battle fatigue after I retired and he took me straight in to rehab one day.
That's when the process started. I denied it throughout years of treatment as I was on probation for the DUI and was afraid I would be locked up in the psych
ward or have my weapons taken away. Prior to him taking me down, I had bought the ammunition and decided on a spot to do it if they wouldn't take me.
I dealt with those thoughts a lot until recently. Time helped. The thought that I am not God and can't stop guys from getting hurt as a leader (I replayed a lot in my
head about what I could have done better to stop it; the guys were like children to me although they thought I was too demanding at times..it paid off and they know it).
I address the alcohol and the other negative stuff in a healthy way now. It just means that I have to remove myself from a lot of environments and do a lot of 12 step work
and the whole spiritual strength has been the saving grace for all the issues. From a claims perspective, it limits my ability to work the high pressure, 18hr days I used to
and I can't be around a job that has to do with combat or combat support anymore, hence minimum wage type jobs where I can do my own therapy type thing.
So my thoughts are to see a counselor and lay it right out. I got a 50% rating, one I am very grateful for and have mostly stellar things to say about the VA. They did save my life and I won't forget it. Despite the issues, no other country loves or takes care of its soldiers like the US.
So sermon aside, to sum up and request advice:
1. I lied during my treatment about not having certain problems and have appealed my claim. I think that revelation would boost it.
2. I live in Central America. There is a psychiatrist who speaks English I could see. I want nothing to do with life in the US for now. I can't afford it and the 2years of probation for a simple DUI and reporting to 7 different government agencies is outright unacceptable. Any thoughts on this?
3. I also had a claim for hearing loss/tinnitus denied. I got a hearing test which they confirmed hearing loss as did my phyiscals, but no tinnitus exam and they denied both (I was Infantry and worked extensively with demolitions and graduated the Sapper Leader Course.
I did my NOD and requested the DRO review. As I try to gather documents to support the increase (tinnitus and higher rating for PTSD as I think its consistent with the charts/descriptions) will a foreign providers opinion be considered/persuasive? I am also thinking about taking the GAF test and putting it forward.
Thank you all very much. My first tour was 83 and they pretty much never stopped until I retired in 2008. I didn't expect to be alive at this age and had no plan for it, but here I am and while I wouldn't claim anything for years as it is the "Service" figure I earned that money pretty well.
Thank you again.
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You probably have your work cut out for you. Admitting that you lied during previous C & P and signed any official VA Document attesting to being Truthful could present significant credibility iss
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