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I will find out what GAF score means and if I have one will post it, thoughts have been in my head for a while I had eliminated the violent ones and would not do it in the home because of not wanting my children to see it the best one that has been most tempting was the pad lock heavy chain and a cooler to act as the float ythen just float with it into the middle of the ohio and flip the cooler and sink, they have started me on increased medications now and I need to go to SATC weekly .the chain has been disposed of today or turned in for disposal at the request of my VA pyshatrist.that and i have toll free numbers to call and talk and I am supposed to go to the nearest er if bad thoughts begin to creep back in my mind. Thank you guys.

hello fellow brothers and sisters. I have a question that my local DAV did not know for sure I am service connected for PTSD but it is also obvious that i have major depression as well, with suicidial ideation, which i learned is a plan to carry out the action of hurting self sometimes I feelthat is the only way to be free and happy but I am seeking help. I ask for prayer in these times of need, i should have beeen finding faith as my paramount mission but have failed that department. any how I was told by a fellow veteran that I should file for increase or or file for MDD especially after being admitted to VA for the condition. what should I do the stress alone makes me think not filing for it but then again with days being missed from work between being depressed having headaches I just dont know what i should file for in the first place please any thoughts at all would be helpful to me, thanks again brothers.

exactually as stated, due to PTSD and increased alcohol abuse and well unfortuanate but divorce filed after coming back from iraq three years now is there a connection, or am i just a bad guy in a bad place in my time line. yes was suicidal as well and placed my self volunteering into va psych ward was locked in and stayed for the entire week. need advice need help most of all need prayer and thoughts. thanks Michael

did any one think this law might help vets especially from IRAQ and AFGAN, I know if I was a unseasoned war veteran just a a silly cop or smart cop trooper or not a run on a tag that shows a code of PTSD only visible from the PDCAD system on tracking, knowing that ok he is driving fast ...ok i see vet plates.... ok he is driving in the middle lane o..ok the check came back he is a war vet, with service induced PTSD. will do a routine stop and check for wellness. ok the trooper has reason for suspicion, have been drinking? no... can you explain your driving. NO or yes if you want to shit shat, depending on your attitude you will walk away scott free without tiket without offense its a WELNESS check, does it violate your rights well yeah, in a way. so what.

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even though I walk through the valley of ,,,,, blah blahh blah, you his father should fear no evil as you were guided from.. and to your son .. you a former war veteran as he shall and has returned times 2 plus a war veteran. in his dads eyes the greatest pride a father can have.. am I wrong?? so in the darkest hours ... blaa blaaa blaah (you as dad ) YOU TOO SHALL FEAR NO EVIL ,YET BE REMINDED OF THE PROUDEST MOMENT SHared and welcome the generous nature of citizens, that now know freedom is not free but wish sincere, and happy, hopeful returns of all future soldiers, NOT PROTEST, not hatred, not simple fire judgements as you did.THE WELCOME BACK HOME IS HONORED!. and made in part through vietnam vets like you. and if he does come back in a box as you fear then my old friend .. your thoughts are not healthy for you or your son and i pray that he has no need to read his fathers fears ,,,, because deep down you know he will return home. one way or the other .... our brothers come back home now, POW and MIA will be a thing of the PAST BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN

lets say I am 50 percent for ptsd by doing voc rehab what evr then get a job and the carreer gets wonderful .. do I lose all i have fought for with VA by they saying your "rehabilitated you no longer have PTSD, or CHRONIC anal fissure< or marital spouse issues< or detacheched retina ... scaring on my retina from staring down rifle scopes.. or tinitus, or ,,,,, you get the picture.

by participating in voc rehab does it render you fit to work and by doing so lose your c and p monatary benifits

since returning or should i say in iraq never had much drive sexual wise being married and true and the stress was crazy, its been 3 years since i have been back and the first few times relations with my wife were ok because at the time fort knox ireland hospital gave me celias for my leave. well since then my depression, anxiety and medications for blood pressure keep increasing and seems like every depression medication makes me cloudy and fine at first then they have to increase or try new stuff. but i will say this remeron for my ptsd is awsome makes me less guarded more relaxed but ever since that medication mr willy wonker can not stand at attention for long much less perform a orgasm for my wife so I gave up. wife says fine she understands but BUT i know she has needs to so I dont know what to do relive Iraq night after every other night and wake up pissed off or get or file for ED I am 38 years old this should not be happening to me, I should say for us my wife and I, before all of this we had a very active and pleasant intimacy

HCT for hyper tension IE water pill often aggrevates gout attacks

I filed NOD couple months back for TMJ still no word except the claim is "open for review" and thats fine what gets me is I filled out the 686C cant remember the formnumber if my life depended on it but any way 2 children both forms filled in full plus there SSN every thing any way no pay, now keep IN mind I was fullish and didnt know about being compensated for dependendants any way long story short was denied bruxism etc, filed NOD with in this was the forms 686c.... what is there to prove about additional dependants, makes you wonder abraham lincolns speech and founding statement of VA including TO CARE FOR HIS WIDOW AND CHILDREN or does a vete actually have to be DEAD in order for that promise to be fulfilled just ranting I suppose

I looked a FAQ but did not see any sorry if asking same question but how can you check the staus of your NOD is there a number to call etc