ptsd Absolutely Enraged

[Cm Burns]

I am soooo pissed off. So I go to the VA to get my records and take them and my updated meds to SSI for my case. I read them and so freakin mad I dont know what to do.

I am in weekly therapy, thety are now making to go to group and have to se a phyciatrist. From my last session I see

Diagnosis Tracecs or symptoms of ptsd

gaf 50

stressors; mild

How in the Hel# is this going to win me a disability claim. this lady has me on all kind of meds they are making me come week after week to therapy, I can barely leave home, cant think act speak hell half of the time dont want to live and from what I read I fell she doesnot event believe me.

What the F^%$!

If my symptoms and stressors or mild I dont know what is severe.. Do I have to kill myself for her to think they are severe. I mean How can she help me get better when she is acting like nothing happen to me. What happened to me was not mild at all and my symptoms have my house bound.

I dont know what the hell to do think fell i mean nothing. I was so pissed I just felt like driving my car into the embankment. I mean I just give up. Why try to get help how can these people help me.

the phycologist in her notes she puts what we discuss in therapy but when I read it its like she said this and that.. she did give me a strong nexus but dag i mean she put i have concerns of being albe to work but she never said I CANT WORK.

SO I AM NOT SURE WHAT TO DO HERE.

SIGNED

GIVING UP ON LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[carlie]

CM,

I would also get a print out of my medications from Pharmacy to submit to SSA.

[Cm Burns]

CM,

I would also get a print out of my medications from Pharmacy to submit to SSA.

i did that the issue is the file is not going to bear much weight with what they said. They are hanging me out to dry.

How can I win my claim with mind stressors and all that jazz in there.

I dont know what to do now. Where can I go from here but down.

[john999]

What was your stressor? Maybe you need to be more graphic in the detals. They like blood and guts. Your GAF is pretty low. The GAF does not agree with mild PTSD. You need you own doctor that you pay.

[cannoncocker]

This is really embarassing to bring up but I tried to, well to shorten this I do not know your details but my SOC stated that no scars were exactly where they are and where the psychologist saidthey were. I was told a buddy statement was the best method of proving a case, but that is very diffficult and may involve a private investigator, to which I just walked away as it just was not worth the effort. Of course that is the response they want from you. hopefully there will be more documentation in your SMR to support your case. Endurance, or any that you can muster, is your ally. I have other options I am pursuing and still may well run that down but you have earned your benefits, just be the squeaky wheel. Do not make it easy for them.

[Commander Bob]

I am soooo pissed off. So I go to the VA to get my records and take them and my updated meds to SSI for my case. I read them and so freakin mad I dont know what to do.

I am in weekly therapy, thety are now making to go to group and have to se a phyciatrist. From my last session I see

Diagnosis Tracecs or symptoms of ptsd

gaf 50

stressors; mild

How in the Hel# is this going to win me a disability claim. this lady has me on all kind of meds they are making me come week after week to therapy, I can barely leave home, cant think act speak hell half of the time dont want to live and from what I read I fell she doesnot event believe me.

What the F^%$!

If my symptoms and stressors or mild I dont know what is severe.. Do I have to kill myself for her to think they are severe. I mean How can she help me get better when she is acting like nothing happen to me. What happened to me was not mild at all and my symptoms have my house bound.

I dont know what the hell to do think fell i mean nothing. I was so pissed I just felt like driving my car into the embankment. I mean I just give up. Why try to get help how can these people help me.

the phycologist in her notes she puts what we discuss in therapy but when I read it its like she said this and that.. she did give me a strong nexus but dag i mean she put i have concerns of being albe to work but she never said I CANT WORK.

SO I AM NOT SURE WHAT TO DO HERE.

SIGNED

GIVING UP ON LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As best as I can, I understand your situation, Cm Burns. You write "SO I AM NOT SURE WHAT TO DO HERE."

JMHO... Keep breathing.

Many years ago, I too walked up to the edge of the abyss. Looking back, I'm glad I'm still around.

My most positive thoughts are with you, as you hang in there and not give up.

Edited June 13, 2010 by Commander Bob

[Cm Burns]

Ok so today I get about 5 calls from the Va Its the doctor that wrote the statments in the records. My phsycologist also.. Wanted me to call. I am suppose to have an appointment with the one of them tomorrow. I send her the letter friday saying I will no long come for treatment due to the issues here in the message. She asked me to come in and talk to her about it. The other doctor called but did not leave a particular message. I think they will gang up on me tomorrow. i am not sure what I want to to do. To be hones I dont know what I am doing, feeling or thinking. This has been a rollercoaster ride that has been made worse because now that I am in therapy I have to deal with my stressors all the freaking time when before though i was symptomatic at least I did not have to think them, feel them out in the open in such a mannter. Then I am on all these meds and I am not even sure what the hell its suppose to be doing. I am just feeling like I am even more off edge than before and I dont know what I am suppose to be doing. I just dont know.

I need help, advise anything. I feel on the edge again just like friday.