ptsd Absolutely Enraged

[Cm Burns]

I am soooo pissed off. So I go to the VA to get my records and take them and my updated meds to SSI for my case. I read them and so freakin mad I dont know what to do.

I am in weekly therapy, thety are now making to go to group and have to se a phyciatrist. From my last session I see

Diagnosis Tracecs or symptoms of ptsd

gaf 50

stressors; mild

How in the Hel# is this going to win me a disability claim. this lady has me on all kind of meds they are making me come week after week to therapy, I can barely leave home, cant think act speak hell half of the time dont want to live and from what I read I fell she doesnot event believe me.

What the F^%$!

If my symptoms and stressors or mild I dont know what is severe.. Do I have to kill myself for her to think they are severe. I mean How can she help me get better when she is acting like nothing happen to me. What happened to me was not mild at all and my symptoms have my house bound.

I dont know what the hell to do think fell i mean nothing. I was so pissed I just felt like driving my car into the embankment. I mean I just give up. Why try to get help how can these people help me.

the phycologist in her notes she puts what we discuss in therapy but when I read it its like she said this and that.. she did give me a strong nexus but dag i mean she put i have concerns of being albe to work but she never said I CANT WORK.

SO I AM NOT SURE WHAT TO DO HERE.

SIGNED

GIVING UP ON LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Cm Burns]

yes i have gotten a wealth of info here. And because of it I will be more success than those who do not chose to research and just takes with the va gives them. all my friends did that. They knew enough to file but they got % less than 30 percent all of them. I told them about the sit and all that but they have yet to make any motion toward success..

I thnx for the time info and kind words you all give me.

I really apprecite it.

[Pete53]

yes i have gotten a wealth of info here. And because of it I will be more success than those who do not chose to research and just takes with the va gives them. all my friends did that. They knew enough to file but they got % less than 30 percent all of them. I told them about the sit and all that but they have yet to make any motion toward success..

I thnx for the time info and kind words you all give me.

I really apprecite it.

Hadit is here to help Veterans and their loved ones deal with the VA in all shapes and forms.

Good Luck

[Commander Bob]

I am getting prepared to go there today. My apt is at 11.30 My avoidance symptoms are in overdrive and I really dont wnat to leave home but I will somehow.

I had an appointment at the VAMC prosthetic clinic today, and felt the same as you.

To add to the avoidance symptoms, the long traffic trip was a mess and the VAMC parking was even worse . However I went and now I feel better about going. Thanks for the inspiration.

How was your experience?

Edited June 16, 2010 by Commander Bob