Ricky,
I understand how you feel, and that is ok. But remember, my friend, it is not your fault that your claim was successfully completed and many of our other Vets brothers and sisters claims are mangled by the VAROs.
It's the VA FAULT and they know it as we all do.
You keep helping out like you have been doing and providing that moral support which helps to get many of us through this ordeal with the VA.